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JILIGIMDI ShAQSANDAR, ShYNDYQ ShYGhADY

Bir joly Jazushylar odaghynyng birinshi qabatynda, qyzyl kostemdi Ótejan aqyn Núrghaliyev aghammen kezdesip qaldym. Aman-saulyqtan song (o kezde synshy degen atym shyqpasa da, әr týrli jiyndarda siyrek te bolsa aty-jónim aitylyp qalatyn), qashanda da tosyn, ayaq asty súraq pen jauapqa әues, sózdi kesip aitugha beyim Ótejan agham:

- Amanhan, shynyndy aitshy, men myqtymyn ba, Qadyr myqty ma? - degeni. Ondayda, jalpylama jauap berip, túiyqtan shyghyp ketudi әjepteuir mengerip qalghan basym "týlki qúiryqqa "salyp-aq baqtym. Bolmady. Ekeuining de myqty ekenin bilemin."Ekeuinizde myqtysyzdar" desem, bәri bir Ótejan agha "ózin myqty" deudi kýtip túr. Sondyqtan, jauabyma qanaghattanbaydy. Al, Qadyr aghany jyghyp bergim kelmeydi. Ol Óteaghannan myqtylyqty qyzghanu emes, Qadyr aghagha degen iltipatymdy,qúrmetimdi jer etpeu. Jeme - jemge kelgende shygharmashylyq prinsiyp. Áytpese, "kim bilip, esitip jatyr" degen oimen, Ótejan aghanyng kónilin tauyp, mәseleden onay qútylyp ketuge bolady. O kisi jauapty kýtip túr. Sonda da, sózimnen tanbay:

- Ótejan agha, ekeuinizding shygharmashylyq, aqyndyq stilderiniz әr týrli. Bir birlerinizge úqsamaysyzdar! Sondyqtan, ekeuiniz de myqtysyzdar ghoy! - túryp aldym. O kisi meni gruzinning menisheviygi Chehidze deytin. Aqyry, sózimnen qaytpaytynymdy bildi me, qúrmetti agham:
- Bilip túrmyn, Qadyrdy qimaysyn. Men 6-7 jyl elge ketken kezde, ol senderdi, jastardy jaulap alghan. Myqtysyna myqty ol, biraq, mening jiligimdi shaqsandar, odan may shyqpaydy, shyndyq shyghady, - dedi de, әngimeni basqa taqyrypqa búrdy.

So jyldary Ótejan aghanyng "Soghystyng songhy jazy" atty balladar jinaghy shyqqan kez. O kitaptyng jaryq kórui de qiyn boldy. Ár týrli kedergiler kóp kezdesti. Qysqartyldy. Ótejan agha soghan qanaghattanbaytyn.Qapalanatyn. Ony sol qinaytyn. Mine, dostarym, jatqan jerleri jayly bolghyr ardaqty, men qúrmettegen, meni jekkórmegen aghalarymmen osynday da әzil-qaljyn, oiyn-kýlkige baratynbyz.

Amanhan Álim

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