Shynghyrlau beketinde shekarashylar mening qújattarymdy tekserip: «Sizge shetelge shyghugha bolmaydy, moyynynyzda aiyppúl bar siyaqty» dep, meni poezdan týsirip tastady.

Menin: «Men Reseyge emes, Almatygha bara jatyrmyn ghoy» degen sózime: «Jolshybay Reseyding ishine kirip-shyghasyz, soghan rúqsat joq» degen uәj aitty.
Arnayy hattama da toltyrdy.

Biraq, keyinirek atyqtalghanynday, internettegi shetelge shygha almaytyn azamattardyng tiziminde mening aty-jónim joq bolyp shyqty. Sonda búl qanday bassyzdyq?!. Búl bassyzdyqqa shekara әskerleri qyzmetining basshysy jauap bere ala ma?..

Eger mening aty-jónim shetelge shyghugha tiym salynghan azamattardyng arasynda bolmasa, Shynghyrlau beketinde shekarashylary nendey derekke sýienip, mening azamattyq qúqymdy shektedi?..

Sóiley de, dúrys jýre de almaytyn úlym men qyzym, ayaghy auyr, aiy-kýni jaqyndaghan júbayym poezda qaldy, jylap-syqtap...

Mening týsinbeytinim: balalarymdy Qytayda emdetu ýshin qazaqtyng bay azamattarynan kómek súrap jýrgen meni qasaqana shyghyndatugha kim mýddeli?

Nauqas balalarymdy Qytaygha emdetu ýshin jyl boyyna tirtinektep jinaqtaghan az-maz qarajatymyz ben balalardyng jәrdemaqysynan jyryp, men Shygharlaudan Aqtóbe qalasyna jedel jetu ýshin (shamamen 360 km) jol kýresine (taksi) 40 myng tenge (salon) tóleuge mәjbýr boldym. Shekarashylardyng qatelikteri ýshin men nege shyghyndanuym kerek?!.

Búl bassyzdyqty jasaushylar anadan tughan ba, әlde, aiuannan shúbyrghan ba?!.

Sonymen, qyruar aqsha tólep, bala-shaghamnyng artynan poezdy quyp Aqtóbege jetsem, poliyseyler qalagha kirgizbey, atys bolyp jatyr dep, taghy da biraz әure-sarsangha saldy.

Jalpy, óz elimizde, tughan jerimizde qadam basqan sayyn túsaulaghan bassyzdyqqa jauapty basshy bar ma?..

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