Qara bauyr qasqaldaq, qayda úshtyng pyr-pyrlap?

Sazyng qaldy sәbiyding enbegindey bylqyldap.

Qara bauyr qasqaldaq, keri qayt,

Siyrep qalghan toghaygha «qamyqpa» dep kónil ait, - dep shyrqalghan әnning avtory, sazger Ilesbek Amanovtyng kelmesting kemesine minip ketkeni jayyndaghy suyt habardy, keshe Tobaniyaz bauyrym telefon arqyly jetkizgen edi. 

Jeltoqsan kóterilisine qatysty shyqqan búl әn talay jandardyng kónilinen shyqty, әsirese, týrmeler men zonalardan qaytyp kelgen bizderge erekshe ystyq edi. Qayyrmasyndaghy "qanghyp kelgen shýregeyi" bizge tyrnaghy batqan, qylyshynan qan tamghan qyzyl imperiya ókilderine arnalyp aitylghan yza-kegimizdi dәl basatyn sóz edi. Biz de aiyzdaryn bir qandyra, naqyshyna sala oryndaugha tyrysyp baqqan talay әnshilerge qosyla shyrqap qoya beretinbiz.

Toyshyl qazaqtyng ýlkendi-kishili toylary men basqosularynda shyrqalyp jýrgen osy әnning avtory -Ilesbek aghamyzben tanysudyng joly byltyr saylau nauqany kezinde tughan edi. Shymkent qalasynyng jeltoqsandyq azamattary - Sәbiyt, Batyrhan, Tobaniyazdar kýtip alyp, keyinnen, Almaty qalasynda Gýlmira Toyboldinanyng dastarhanyna jinalghan jeltoqsandyqtardyng basqosuyndaghy otyrysta ózining oryndauynda tyndau baqytyna ie bolghan edik. Keremet basqosuda talay әnder aitylyp, bayan pernetaqtalarynda oinaghan sheberding sausaqtary men qúbyla shyqqan әsem dauysy barshamyzdy baurap alyp, qayyrmasyna kelgende : 

"...Úya qalsa iyesiz,

Aydyn ýshin sol qayghy.

Qanghyp kelgen shýregey,

Kólge pana bolmaydy", - dep qosyla jónelgenimizdi kórgende, avtordyng jýrekten shyqqan әni jýrekterge jetkenin kórip, ózi de bir erekshe kýige engenin syrt kózden jasyru mýmkin bolmady. Átten-ay, sol basqosu songhy bolaryn kim bilgen?!... 

Dәl osy uaqytta Shymkentten shyqqan qaraly kósh Saryaghashqa jaqyndapty. Sazgerdi әke-sheshesi mәngi meken tapqan Maqtaralgha qoyatyn kórinedi.

Ilesbek kózden ketse de, kónilden ketpeytin әuenimen ilesip, Jeltoqsannyng ruhyn kóterip ketip bara jatqanday kórinedi!...

Tughan-tuystaryna qayghyryp, kónil aitamyz!

Qosh bol, bauyrym!

Jatqan jering jannattan, topyraghyng torqa bolsyn!

Qúrmanghazy Rahmetov

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