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Ámirhan BALQYBEK. AUDARMALAR-2

Áziz NESIYN

 

KÝTU

Maghan bóget bola almaydy

Kýiki mún.

Alystasan,

Jandýniyeng tazaryp,

Alystasan,

Artady eken sýikimin.

 

Sol ýshin de kettim senen

Jyraqqa,

Esten shyqsyn qalghan kezder

Úyatqa.

 

Kóngen súlu súlu emes,

Dalbasa,

Sol shyn súlu qúshaqqa enbey

Arbasa.

 

Ómir súlu

Kýtkendikten ajaldy,

Men kýtken jan

Sen súlusyng ajarly.

 

Qansha kýtem,

Bir kýn, bir ai, mәngilik?

Kýtu – janu

Saghynyshty әn qylyp.

 

Kelu, ketu,

Endi biri bolmaydy.

Kýtu – paryz,

Búl ómirde

Sol qayghy.

 

Kýtken jan joq

Keler sәtin

Ómirge,

Tuylghasyn

Kýtering tek

Ólim de!

 

BEKERGE

Sen joqsyn...

Bekerge jauady janbyr...

Ekeumiz birge su bolmaghan son...

 

Myna ózen bekerge...

Kýrkirep-sarqyraydy...

Jaghasynda birge otyryp qaramaghan son...

 

Sonau alys jaqtargha...

Jol da bekerge sozylady...

Ekeumiz birge jýre almaghan son.

 

Saghynu da, jabyghu da bekerge

Aramyz tym qashyq...

Birge jylay almaghan son.

 

Seni sýigenim de bekerge...

Ómirim bekerge ótedi,

Ózinmen ony bólise almaghan son.

 

TAR DÝNIYE

Jýregim keudeme syimaydy,

Keudem bólmeme.

Bólmem ýiime syimaydy,

Ýiim dýniyege.

Dýniyem әlemge syimaydy,

Árdayym osylay qinaydy.

 

Qasiretten

Mylqau bolyp qalyp em,

Sol bolar-au

Degen edim janyma em

Ýnsizdigim jer men kókke

syimaydy,

Kónilime únamasa sezimim,

Basym ýshin bolyp aldy

my qayghy.

Mine, osylay býkil dýniye

Tarylyp,

Eki shekem bara jatyr

Jarylyp.

Sebebi ne,

Endi-endi týsindim,

Týsindim de óz-ózimnen qysyldym.

Barlyghyn da ghúlamasha taldaymyn

Eshkimge, әtten, týsindire almaymyn.

 

ÓSIMDIK BOLSAM EGER DE...

Ósimdik bolsam eger de,

Án-kýige tolsyn manayym,

Shayqalar jelge

                         kókoray shalghyn bolayyn.

Dәl ýstimnen týser bolsa jol úly,

Ótsin basyp qalyndyqtyng kóligi.

Shynjyr taban tankiden

                                           tek saqtasyn.

Qughan, qashqan әsker emes jәne de,

Tek balalar jýgirsin,

El men eldi jalghaytyn

Jol bop aqyr jatqasyn.

Kerek bolsam,

Kirpish qylyp qúiyndar,

Mektep bolyp túrayyn

Bolashaqqa syiym bar.

Tek, tek anau týrme, zyndan sekildi,

Jaydy salyp, qyzartpandar betimdi

Dabyl emes,

Erke ysqyryq oyatsyn,

Mening ýshin sol bolady toyat shyn.

Qajet bolsa qalamsap ta

                                              bolayyn

Ýkim emes ólimge,

Tek mahabbat jayynda

                                        jyr jazatyn tolayym.

Ólgennen song ainalsam-au

                              japyraghyna danqtyn.

Qaru-jaraq boludan tek saqtasyn,

Atasy sol qauiptin.

 

 

BÚLAY JÚPAR ANQYMAYDY...

Dәl búlaysha anqymas ed qalampyrdyn

                                                                      júpary,

IYisi ózindi iyiskegendey iyiskegesin

                                                                tútady.

Dәl búlaysha kóz toyghysyz bolmas edi

                                                                dala da,

Ózindi ópken qútty meken bolmasa eger

                                                                    ana ara.

Dәl búlaysha bolmas edi dýnie de

                                                           әdemi,

Ózing bolyp zaryqpasam jýregimnin

                                                           әlegi.

Dәl búlaysha essiz bolghan kezim joq-ty,

                                                           búl anyq,

Essizdikting ózin endi qabyldaymyn

                                                           quanyp.

Dәl búlaysha tandanbas ed bal kórkine

                                                           el daghy.

Men sýigesin súlusyng sen, shyndyghy osy,

                                                           bolghany.

 

Adnan ShAHIYN

 

BALYQ

Aghysy asau ózen boyy qúraqty,

Meni býgin oy týbine qúlatty.

Tәnir bergen rizyqty qarsy alyp,

Balyq aulap otyr edim, nan salyp.

 

Kenet attay tulap ketti jýregim

Qarmaghyma balyq týsti, bilemin.

Terendikting bolsa da erke dýleyi,

Janaryna tolypty ajal ýreyi.

 

Endi oghan qútylu joq qarmaqtan,

Kóp keshikpey shoqqa qaryr jan-jaqtan.

Ne bolmasa tiskebasar bolady,

Ishken ýide iyesi men qonaghy.

 

Kenet halde óng menen týs aralas,

Armandap ed bolsam-au dep adal as,

Mýmkinsizdi mýmkin etken Qúday-ay,

Osy sәtte bau ýzildi shydamay.

 

Auzynda ilgek qalghanymen, jany azat,

Jýzip edi ómir jayly oy mazalap,

Augha týsti uaqyt salmay aragha,

Endi ony anyq shyjghyrady-au tabagha.

 

Balyqshy-ekeng isten qashan jalyqty,

Súryptap ed augha týsken balyqty,

Audan búryn týsipti-au dep qarmaqqa,

Qútqardy da auzyndaghy ilgekten,

Qoya berdi, Haqqa qarsy bolmaq pa!?

 

Tirshilikte ghajap kóp-au ne týrli,

Ózende endi ol erkin shorshyp sekirdi.

Alla barda ýzilmeytin ýmiti,

Osy balyq su shayyry sekildi.

 

Sheref YÝJEL

 

JANBYR

Janbyr jaudy, mine, taghy maydalap...

Seni esime týsirip.

Aspan jylap jatqanday,

Basymdaghy múnlyq haldi týsinip.

Ár tamshyda armanym bar,

IYising singen topyraqqa tamady.

Árbir tamshy jerge týsken soghylyp,

Jýregimdey parsha-parsha bolady.

 

Janbyr jaudy, mine, taghy maydalap...

Móldiregen bota kózin,

Jauyn bolyp janaryma qúiylsa,

Jyp-jyly bop iyegimnen

Aqqan da sen sorghalay.

Tek sen ýnsiz jauasyn,

Tek men ýnsiz jylaymyn.

Ayday kórking týsip ketse esime,

Qu janymdy jer tappaymyn qoyargha.

 

Búlt ta mendey jylaghan joq,

                              qara jerge egilip,

Eshbir alau jene almaydy sezimime

                              ózing jaqqan otymdy.

Jәne eshkim esimindi

                              ataghan joq dәl mendey,

Jýregimen dirildep.

 

 

Tamady múng taghy da,

                              tamshy kókten tamady.

Búlt bolsa busanghanday

Arylyp bir azaptan.

 

Tondym, bilem!

Qolyndy ústap túrghanda,

Tonghan kezim bolyp pa edi janbyrgha?

Qaranghydan kezim joqty ýrikken,

Sensiz jalghyz qalmasam.

 

Ýstimde su bolmaushy edi malmanday,

Kónilimmen ýndesip,

Jalghyzdyqtyng aq jauyny jaumasa...

 

Janbyr jaudy, mine, taghy maydalap...

 

        Jan YÝJEL

 

BÁRI SENDE JASYRYN

Qanday kýshpen tartsa jer,

                              sonshalyqty auyrsyn,

Jenildikke kelgende

                              sekildising qauyrsyn...

Qúshtarlyghyng ómirge

                              dýrsilinde jýrektin,

Janarynnyng otynda

                              jastyq deytin jýr ekpin...

Jaqsy kórseng qanshalyq,

                              sonsha jaqsy bolasyn,

Jek kórgenge ózgeni

                              ózge qaytip jolasyn...

Jýzing súlu bolghangha

                              jolym boldy demegin,

Jayyp salar әngimen

                              jandýniyenning deregin.

Ómirindi ótkizgen

                              baylyghym dep sanama,

Árbir batqan kýninmen

                              jaqyndaysyng shamagha;

Qansha ómir sýrseng de,

                              asa almaysyng mejeden,

Jan qapagha batady

                              shyn kýlkisin tejegen.

Taghdyr qansha jylatsa,

                              taghy sonsha kýlesin,

Seni sonsha sýiedi,

                              ózing qansha sýiesin.

Kýn shyqty ma araylap,

                              tabighattyng syiy de,

Suar әrkez janyndy

                              adaldyqtyng kýiine.

Aytsang eger ótirik,

                              sendirem dep aldanba,

Qansha aldanghyn bәribir,

                              ózi senip qalghangha.

Sýiiktindi saghynsan

                              ol da seni saghynar,

Jýregining tórinen

                              saghan da oryn tabylar.

Janbyr jausa qanshalyq,

                              su bolasyng sonshama,

Kýnge kýiseng qanshalyq,

                              ystyghyng da sol shama.

Jalghyzbyn dep týnilsen,

                              baylap-matar jýz arqan,

Qansha kýshti sezinsen,

                              sonshalyqty qyzar qan.

Kóriktimin deding be,               

                              qúlpyrady jýzing de,

Bostan-bosqa zaryghyp,

                              bostan-bosqa ýzilme.

Este ústa búlardy

                              jaryq dýnie qonaghy,

Ómir sýru degenin,

                              mine, osylay bolady!

Úmyttyng ba búlardy,

                              janylasyng shyndyqtan,

Qútylmaydy sanang esh

                              qasiret pen qúldyqtan.

Úmyttyng ba ózgeni,

                              sen de esten shyghasyn,

Beybaq bolyp ótesin,

                              jua almaghan kýnәsin.

Sulansa gýl qanshalyq,

                              sonshalyqty әdemi,

Sayray berse qústyng da

                              әsemdener әueni.

Jylaghany sәbiydin,

                              sәbiyligi dep bilgin,

Qanshalyqty ýirensen,

                              sonshalyqty kóp bildin.

Búnyng bәrin úghyp al

                                         jýrek oyau kezinde,

Qansha sýisen, sonshalyq

                                         sýiiktising ózing de...

 

Jerorta tenizi jarasady ózine

Jerorta tenizi jarasady ózine

Júldyzdarmen birge terge malshynsan,

Qyr múrnynda tamshy jylt-jylt etedi.

 

Motor ýni bir tynbaydy

Alystan ýrgen ýni estiledi itterdin

Sәby bolsa shyryldauda damylsyz

Fatima qyz oramalmen oinaydy

Ály Dýmdým anashymen kerildesip baghuda

Balyqshylar sabalaydy tenizdi.

 

Ýni olardyng – jerdey saghan dos bolghan

Gýl sekildi sybdyrlaudan jalyqpas.

 

Keshe týnde jatyp edik damyldap

Jep-jenil jel qytyqtaydy sanany

Oylarymnan jusan iyisi esedi

Biraq ta men saghan kórshi qonbastan

Kezgendeymin taudyng qúzdy soqpaghyn.

 

Ýirendim-au senen suret saludy

Dariyany salyp edim,

Qaryndashty qolym nyp-nyq ústady

Qolbasshyday qatygez qalyng qoldy

Bastaghan

Múghalimam bet alady mektepke,

Men de eremin sonynan

Dәpterime salyp bara jatamyn

Ontýstikting samalyn

Tek qarlyghash úshatyn

Aymalaytyn araldy.

Basymnan esh ketpeydi

Ózinmenen bolghan kýnder baqytty

Mendik ómir – planetana ózinnin

Tiyip ketken kýmis týsti óris qoy

Keregi ne qaraqshylar jaylapty

Delinetin ýngirdin,

Kózim seni kórip kór bop qalghanda

 

Óleng degen – sendik úly tenizdin

Sýngu shyghar terenine túnghiyq

Sen toqtasang baldyrlary terbelip

Jasyldanyp ketetin,

Al jýzding be – kógildir

Jaghalauda jatyp alyp oiladym –

Mine mening qiraghan

byt-shyt bolghan arman, múrat, maqsatym,

Mine, aqymaq dәuirim

Araq iship tanghan әrkez esinen.

 

Shyn baqytty

Seni kórip sezindim

Hәm týisindim

Kóne grek attary

әli kýnge ekendigin kógildir,

Kýn batqanda sol attardyng jaldary

bolatynyn tarauly,

Al jany bolsa

Kólenkesi sekildenip aghashtyn

Súlulyqqa әldebir

Ghashyq halde

Dala kezip keterin.

Jan qalqam-ay, qarashy endi kózime,

Jerorta tenizi jarasady-au ózine.

 

ÓSIYET

Jerle meni Datyshqa,

Ankara men Stambúldy úmytqyn.

Árkez taza bolghany jón qúlyqtyn.

Ol jaqtarda jer joq deydi

jerleuge,

Zindjyrlyqta, mysaly

700 hәm 50 million kerek bolad desedi

Joqtaushylar zirat qazyp terleuge,

Al múnda she,

arzan әri qolayly,

jer bolyp túr

esh qaupi joq orayly.

 

Myna meni jerle deymin Datyshqa,

Tenizge kóz salyp jatar molany,

Qazynasy birge qosa jerlengen

Aytuly bir bay eken dep qonaghy

Áldekimder qazar bolsa bir zaman,

Esh kedergi jasamaymyn, búl anyq,

Eng bolmasa kórimde jatsam deymin quanyp.

 

Atabol BAHRAMOGhLY

 

ÓMIRIMNEN ÓTKERGEN....

Ómirimnen ótkergen ýirendim men bir nәrse:

Ne ótse de basynnan jiger qajyp jasyma.

Ghashyq bolsang janyp sýi, qalghany qúr dalbasa,

Jaugha tiyseng órttey ti, zәre qútyn qashyra.

 

Danalyqtyng ózindey kók aspannyng didary,

Balandyqpen aitaryn kim úghyp, kim jinady?

Sezine alsang ómirdi sezingendey ózindi,

Kýlli ghalam, tirshilik qúshaghyna sighany.

 

Dos boldyng ba, dostyqqa adal bolghyn barynsha,

Jendim dep bil janjalda, qasyng jylap jalynsa.

Tynyghudyng atasy sol bolady, bauyrym,

Japyraq ne qúm syndy jatatyn jer tabylsa,

 

Bolsa deseng jan súlu әsem әuen tyndaghyn,

Sezingenshe boyynda ainakóldey túnghanyn.

Aydynyna tenizding balyq bolyp sýngigin,

Bosqa ótpeydi tek sonda ailaryng men jyldaryn.

 

Alys el men beytanys jandar bolsyn qúmaryn,

Úmtylghyn kóp biluge, kitap bolyp synaryn.

Bir ayaq su ishuden artyq baqyt bar ma eken,

Sony úmytsang aqiqat biyiginnen qúlaryn.

 

Qayghy kelse, salmaghyn kótere bil iyqpen,

Jetilse adam jetiler qasiretpen, kýiikpen.

Aghysyna ómirding qanynmenen aralas,

Qany bolsyn ómirding tamyryndy iyitken.

 

Ómirimnen ótkergen ýirendim men bir nәrse:

Týsingenge tabighat esh tarshylyq qylmaydy.

Ómir ýshin eng ýlken tartu bolsa tirshilik,

Adam ýshin ómirden ýlken tartu bolmaydy!

 

 

Adem ÚShAR

 

SENI ÚMYTU

Sezimimdi aqyl jaqqa úshyrdym,

Áz qanaty taldy biraq qúsymnyn.

Shyrghalannan alyp shyghar jalghyz jol

Seni úmytu ekendigin týsindim.

 

Týsingenmen, kelmey qoydy qolymnan...

Sharasyzdan men boldym ghoy qorynghan.

Kónilimde gýl býrshigin jarghanda,

Saghynghannan san berilip armangha,

Basymdaghy kóp ýtirden qaptaghan,

Saghan kerek bir nýkteni tappaghan.

 

Týsingenmen, kelmey qoydy qolymnan...

Áleming bar aluan týske malynghan.

Baghyt ta joq, baghdar da joq ólgende,

Shyr ainalghan boldym daghy shermende,

Amalsyzdan ere berdim artynnan,

Joldyng bәri saghan qaray tartylghan.

 

Týsingenmen, kelmey qoydy qolymnan...

Qansha úmtyldym, shygha almadym torynnan.

Kózden kirip, qúiyldyng da sanama,

Aynaldyng sen san qaytalar Allama.

Endi býgin demimdesing әr alghan,

Jýregimsing bәlkim birge jaralghan,

Óshiretin óshirgish te taba alman.

 

Týsingenmen, kelmey qoydy qolymnan...

Janylsam ba dep te kórdim jolynnan.

Jek kóruge tyrysqanmen ózindi,

Qúr aldau bop shyqty ol da ózimdi.

Ózim sýiip balaghan song janyma

Saghan kinә arta almadym taghy da.

 

Sezimimdi aqyl jaqqa úshyrdym,

Áz qanaty taldy biraq qúsymnyn.

Shyrghalannan alyp shyghar jalghyz jol

Seni úmytu ekendigin týsindim.

Týsingenmen, kelmey qoydy qolymnan...

 

 

Deriya MOLON

 

JALGhYZ MEN BE EKEM...

Jagha jyrtyp úrsysugha jaramas,

Bar baghasy qara baqyr shamalas,.

Sýigen jany sýiiktim dep qaramas

Jalghyz men bolsam, aitsanshy...

 

Qaramastan ash-jalanash kýiine,

Kekeytúghyn kim kóringen sýiine

Opasyz dep kirgizbes júrt ýiine

Jalghyz men bolsam, aitsanshy...

 

Ayaqtaghy shanyng bolyp jýreyin,

Betime kep júrt týkirse, kýleyin.

Adam deuge túrmaytúghyn dýleyin

Jalghyz men bolsam, aitsanshy...

 

Ayhan OKUMUSh

 

SENDIK BOLSYN

Kýnnen kýnge qatulanyp qabaghyn,

Kirpigindi qanjar qylyp qadadyn.

Kórmeseng de bir sen ýshin janamyn,

Tәnimdi al, sendik bolsyn ol daghy.

 

Ishim jalyn zәrge tolyp qabarghan,

Jas toqtady sel bop aqqan janardan.

Sharshattyng ghoy, ketti ýzilip san arman,

Kórer kýnim, sendik bolsyn ol daghy.

 

Haling osy, tәn týskenshe tabytqa,

Tilim dedim, atyn aityp zaryqpa.

Sen dep jýrip órtendim be tamúqqa?

Qalghan ómir, sendik bolsyn ol daghy.

 

Aqymaq dep kýle bersin el meyli,

Ózinmenen birge әn salghym kelmeydi.

Qolda tayaq, eki kózim kórmeydi,

Soqyr janar, sendik bolsyn ol daghy.

 

Mazaq bolu búl ómirding mәni me?

Tәn de tozdy, shyrt týkirdim bәrine,

Shydas berer shama da joq әrige.

Ysyrap uaqyt, sendik bolsyn ol daghy.

 

Saqal quday, týk qalghan joq shashtan da,

Súraq belgi sekildimin sasqanda.

Sen dep jýrsem, ajal qúshaq ashqan ba?

Kebindi tәn, sendik bolsyn ol daghy.

 

Meyli, maghan búrylyp ta qarama,

Ajal bir kýn jarmasady jaghana,

Jaza keser ózi Alla Taghala,

Myna alaqan, sendik bolsyn ol daghy.

 

Kóz kórmeydi, qúlaghym da tas keren,

Hal súrasar jaghday da joq basqamen.

Esep  bermey ketem deme әste men,

Kýnә menen sauabym, sendik bolsyn ol daghy.

 

MAGhAN JAR EMESSIN

Endi úqtym, sen maghan jar emessin,

Bar bolghany, esimdi alghan elessin.

Qansha qara, kórinbeymin kózine,

Bar kinәni artam endi ózine.

 

Dep tileymin qaynasyn-shy soryng shyn,

Oysyz basyng tau men tasqa soghylsyn

Ah úrghanda qyryq qabyrghang sógilip,

Kórking qalsyn gýl siyaqty tógilip.

 

Deming bitip, kýlge ainalsyn jýregin,

Jaugha ainalsyn janyp sýigen tiregin.

Beling qúnys, soqyr bolsyn janaryn,

Qol tiymesten solyp qalsyn anaryn.

 

Bilmeding de búl dýniyening jalghanyn,

Ýlde menen býlde boldy armanyn.

Endi seni qoynyna alar qara jer,

Appaq eting qúm bolady, bara ber.

 

Sensiz men de myna ómirde tiri ólik,

Basta qayghy, kýnim ótti týnerip.

Mahshar kýni alqa ortagha alghanda,

Eki qolym, bil, bolady jaghanda.

 

Jalynarsyng súrap sonda keshirim,

Asha almassyng biraq meyir esigin.

Ózing ýshin shekken japa esebin,

Ózing aitshy, qalay ghana keshemin?

 

Keshe almaspyn, bolsyn jayym jahannan

Sonda aiygham qayghy, nala, qapadan.

Mahshar kýni syn bolghanda aryna

Azaptanghyn atym týspey jadyna.

 

Tozaq oty sharpyghanda tәnindi,

Jalghyz sózim qútqarsa da janyndy.

Bәribir sol sheshimimde qalamyn,

Sen joq jerge, tozaq bolsyn, baramyn.

 

 

 

Emel ChELIYKEL

 

QÚRT TÝSKEN ALMA

Dastan az ba jyrlaghan Lәili menen Mәjnýndi,

Tynda, aqynym, basqa da ghashyq jayly jaz jyrdy.

 

Tuyndy az ba ómirde mahabbatty әn qylghan,

Tapqyn basqa sebebin, kóz tyiylsyn janbyrdan.

 

Útys oiyn oinasaq armanymyz ýy jalghyz,

Basqa múqtaj joq pa edi, o, Tәnirim milanghyz.

 

Eki jarty bir býtin almaday ek keshe biz,

Ol alma da qúrttapty, endi qayghy keshemiz.

 

(Jalghasy bar...)

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