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Aula sypyrushy

Men — aula sypyramyn, yaghny gruzinshe ony "qoqys jinaghysh" deydi – menagve. Tanghy 5-te túramyn, balamdy krestpen alastap, әjesining qoynyna jatqyzyp ketem. Mening shyghyp ketkenimdi bizding totyqús qana bayqaydy.
Songhy bes jylda jiyren týsti kýrteshe kiyip shygham. Kýnnen búryn aghashtarmen, kóshelermen, býkil Jer sharymen amandasyp ýlgeremin. Kózim neni kórse, sonymen amandasamyn.

Elding óz júmysy bar, olardyng sharuasy qoqys shashu, men sol qoqysty jinap, jәshikterge tógem, ishimnen kýlip, riza bolam – aula sypyrushynyng balasy eshqashan jerge qoqys tastamaydy, ant eteyin!

Aghashtar iyilip, menen keshirim súraydy. Qart adamnyng qoly qaltyrap, ústaghannyng bәrin tógip ala bergenine olar kinәli emes. Men olardy keshirem. Sauyldap tógilgen japyraqtardy da keshirem. Kóshede kórgender meni it ornyna oqynbaydy. Kórshim janymnan ótip bara jatyp, amandaspaydy da.
Key adamdy mening kir kiyimim shoshytady. Keybirine sypyrtqym únamaydy. Al bәz bireuge saqalym jaman kórinedi. Saqalym ýshin bes jasar úlym meni ayaz ata-әkeshim dep ataydy.

Qoqysty jinap jýrip, tóseginde úiyqtap jatqan úlymdy, qart anamdy oilaymyn. Saghat 9-da ýlgerdi me balabaqshagha, әlde ýlgermey qaldy ma eken, ә? Aula sypyrushynyng balasy balabaqshagha ya mektepke keshikpegeni abzal...

Qayda qarasam da, meni kórgender ne ayap túrady, ne jiyirkenedi. Kózderinen jylu kórmeymin. Tek kóshening itteri ayaqkiyimimdi jalaydy. Onda da qoqys jәshiginen it jeytin birdene tauyp, aldyna tastasam ghana...

Men — aula sypyrushymyn...
Aula sypyrushyny gruzinshe "qoqys jinaghysh" deydi. Onyng ýstinen qoqystyng iyisi mýnkip túrady.

Bes jyl búryn qoqys jәshiginen jana tughan nәreste tauyp aldym. Qazir ol mening úlym. Sondyqtan kýn sayyn adamdardyng qoqys tastaghany ýshin Jaratqangha tәube deymin.

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