Bir dýrbelenning jaqyndap kele jatqanyn ishtey sezetinbiz. Biraq, qalay keledi, qay jaghymyzdan soghady angharmay qaldyq.

Sol jylghy jeltoqsan aiynyng ózi bir týrli yzgharly boldy. Bes somdyq radiodaghy diktordyng dauysy jýregime qanjar súqqanday әser qaldyrdy. KazMu-ding studentteri "Mening Qazaqstanymdy" shyrqap alandaghy sheruge kelip qosyldyq. Qas qarayyp,kóz baylanar mezgildi kýtip otyrghan kompartiyalyq biylik jazyqsyz jastargha alapat soyqandy bastap kep jiberdi. Órt sóndirgish mashinalardan suyq su shashu bastaldy. Bireudi bireu tanyp bolmaytyn alasapyran bastaldy da ketti. Múzday qarulanghan soldattar da alangha qaray lap berdi. Bas alang kәdimgi kinodan kóretin maydan dalasyna ainalyp ketti. Jurfaktyng jigitteri basymyzdy qosyp taytalasyp baqtyq. Jalang qolmen jalandaghan qarulylylargha qalay qarsy túrasyn. Shegine bastaghan bir sәtte : -Bauke, sytylyp shyghayyq, mynalardyng beti jaman, onyng ýstine KGB-nyng sening artyna baylap qoyghan qonyrauy bar,-dedim.
- Áujeke-au, mynau jýz jylda da qaytalanbaytyn úly erlik. Áli kóresin, tәuelsizdikting bastauy osy kýn bolady,-dep aiqay saldy.
Týnning bir uaghynda jataqhanagha kelisimen birden qarauylgha ilindik.

Týngi saghat ýshte Uniyversiytetting mәjilis zalynda partiyanyng shúghyl jinalysy ótti. Kurstaghy 9 kommunist qatang jazalandyq. Aldy oqudan da quyldy.Bitpeytin tergeuding astynda qaldyq.

Kimning kim ekeni syn saghatta, basyna is týskende belgili bolady. Aramyzdan birli-jarym satqyndar da shyqty. Ústazdarymyzdyng da teperishin az kórmedik. Kózimizdi shúqyp túryp ,, dekabrister,, deytin. Tek qana qayran Temken, Temirbek Qojakeev aghay ghana bir týn janymyzda bolyp, múngha toly jýregimizdi, sherge toly kónilimizdi júbatyp edi. "Shyndyq shynyrauda jatpaydy,týbi jaryqqa shyghady" degendi de sol danyshpan ústazymyz aityp edi-au.
Bizdi alangha alyp shyqqan últtyq ruh bolatyn. Ruh! Ruh! Ruh! Atalarymyzdan, әkelerimizden, ústazdarymyzdan singen ruh.
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