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TARIHY KITAPTARGhA MENI «SATQYN» DEP JARIYaLATQAN – MÚHTAR ShAHANOV

nemese satqyn ekenimdi tarihshylarmen birge el-júrt aldynda dәleldenizder!

Osydan biraz uaqyt búryn "Jeltoqsanshy Dekelbaev satqyn emes" atty Abay aqparattyq portalynda maqalam jariyalanghan bolatyn http://abai.kz/post/view?id=10244 . Al odan búryn "Qazaqstan Zaman" gazetinde "Jeltoqsan tarihy úrpaq aldynda búrmalanbauy kerek" degen taqyryppen de material jaryq kórgen edi. Meni tarihy kitaptargha satqyn etip, jariyalauyna sebepker bolyp jýrgen bir aqyn aghamyzdyng bar ekenin feysbuk әleumettik jelisi arqyly aityp, onyng atyn ashyq ataugha jýregim batpay jýrgen. Endi aitatyn uaqyt keldi. Ol – Múhtar Shahanov!

Múhtar agha ekenine sengim kelmedi. Biraq, ókinishtisi osy. "Últtyq kitaphanada" jeltoqsangha baylanysty biraz kitaptardyng betterin qoparyp anyghyna jetu ýshin bir ay boyy manday terimdi tóguge tura keldi. Sóitsem bir emes, mening "satqyndyghym" turaly birneshe tarihy kitaptargha shyghyp ketken.

1. "Qazaq últ-azattyq qozghalysy", 20-shy tom. 557-shi bet

2. "Dekabri 1986", 261-shi bet

3. "86 jeltoqsan" 301-shi bet jәne tórtinshisi elektrondyq "kitap.kz" saytynda da jariyalanghan.

Taghy qanday kitaptarda jariyalanghanyn bir Qúday biledi. Múhtar agha, búnyng barlyghy óziniz basqarghan «Jeltoqsan komissiyasynyng qorytyndysynan» alynghan. Siz búl qorytyndygha qolynyzdy qoyyp, meni komissiyanyng qorytyndysymen satqyn dep tarihty búrmaladynyz. Meni úrpaq aldynda masqaralap otyrsyzdar. Býkil kitaptardyng ishinde badyraytyp túryp "Isabekov Sәbitti" satqan dep oiyp túryp jalghyz maghan ghana qorytyndy shygharghanynyzgha an-tang bolyp otyrmyn. Nege sonshama maghan ghana qadalyp qalghansyz? Múhtar agha, Siz aryz jazyp kelgen 21 adamdarynyzben birge qosa, 22-shi adam bolyp mening arqama pyshaq súqtynyz! Eng bolmaghanda erkek qúsap sol pyshaqtyng bireuin nege mening keudeme qadamadynyzar, Múhtar agha?

Osy mәsele boyynsha men Sizge birneshe ret barghan edim, songhy joly kabiynetinizden quyp, "endigәri maghan jolaushy bolma" dep shygharyp jibergensiz. Búl qylyghynyz shyndyqtyng shynyn shyrqyrap jýrgen aqyndyghynyzgha jarasady ma? Sәbit ekeumizding aramyzgha jәne úrpaq aldynda ot salularynyzgha ne sebep boldy?   Búl әreketinizdi qalay baghalaugha bolady? Qalay ghana osynday qadamgha bardynyz? Men Sizding adal qyzmetkeriniz bolyp edim ghoy. Men Sizdi әkemdey jaqsy kórushi edim ghoy, Múhtar agha! 90-shy jyldary ómirinizge qauip tónip túrghanda, "ólsek birge ólemiz, taghy da qamalsaq birge qamalamyz" dep Sizdi tastap ketpey qasynyzda jýrdik qoy, Múhtar agha! Eger men shyn mәninde Isabekov Sәbitti satqan bolsam, óziniz aitqanday, maghan qarsy 21 adamnyng qoly qoyylghan qújattarynyzdy el aldynda jariyalanyz! Berik Ábdighali, Qayym-Múnar Tәbey, Asqarov Álibek, Múhtar agha Siz de: "Bizding kinәmiz joq!" dep strelany bir-birlerine baghyttap otyrsyzdar! Adamnyng taghdyrymen oinap, bәring de sudan taza, sýtten aq bolyp otyrsyzdar! Men ghana sizderding kesirlerinizden sudan kir, sýtten las bolyp otyrmyn!

Múhtar agha! Álide kesh emes. Eki ghana jol bar. 1. Siz jәne kitapty shygharushylar (Berik Ábdighaliyúly, Qayym –Múnar Tәbey, Mәulen Áshimbaev, Asqarov Álibekter bolyp) press-konferensiya úiymdastyryp, el-júrt aldynda óreskel qatelikterinizdi moyyndap meni tarih aldynda aqtanyzdar. Sonymen qol alysyp qazaqtyng qasiyetti aq dastarhannyng basynda otyryp shәy isheyik! Eng abzaly jәne eng onay joly osy! 2. Eger bas tartyp, meni osynday "satqyn" kýide qaldyra beretin bolsanyzdar, men barlyqtarynyzdy sotqa tartamyn! Al is sotqa jetetin bolsa, men eshkimdi ayamaymyn. «Mirovoe soglasheniye» degen bolmaydy. Búl janayqayymmen jýgirip jýrgenime eki jyldan asty. Bala-shaghalaryma obal emes pe, Múhtar agha? Shydamnyng da shegi bolady. Múhtar agha! Basqa, basqa! Al Sizding osynday qadamgha barady dep oilamadym.

P:S: Múhtar agha! Ashulanamyn dep barlyq jeltoqsanshylargha tiyispeniz! Tiyisseniz maghan ghana tiyisiniz!

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