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Qabdesh Júmadilov. Qysyr kenes

Qysyr kenes... Kәdimgi shaldardyn qysyr kenesi. Búl - aqsaqaldar alqasy da, ardagerler kenesi de emes. Qazir Almatynyn әr audanynda ardagerler kenesi bar, olardyn resmi oryndar bekitken basshylary bar. Bizdin aytqaly otyrghanymyz - ol emes. Bizdin aytqaly otyrghanymyz - gýlzar, sayabaqtarda jazda kólenkelep, qysta kýnshuaqtap otyratyn qarapayym shaldar bar ghoy, solar jayynda. Solardyn ermek ýshin aytylatyn, keldi-kettisi joq әngimeleri haqynda.

"Auylynnyn artynda tóbe bolsa, ertteuli túrghan atpen ten" depti kóshpendiler. Erteli-kesh auyl aqsaqaldary sol tóbege shyghyp, ary-beri ótken jolaushyny da, jýrisi suyt jau­shy-habarshyny da barlap-kórip otyrady eken. Odan basqa ýlkender bir-birine almasatyn kýndelikti ahbar-janalyqtar qanshama... Býgingi qalada túratyn qarttarda onday bas qosatyn tóbe joq. Biraq boylarynda kóshpen­dilerdin bir tamshy qany bar. Ony ózderi bayqamauy da mýmkin. Alayda qoldary qalt etse, bayaghy babalary sekildi, ýyir izdegen sayaqtay bas qosatyn jerlerdi ansap túratyny anyq.

Qysyr kenes... Kәdimgi shaldardyn qysyr kenesi. Búl - aqsaqaldar alqasy da, ardagerler kenesi de emes. Qazir Almatynyn әr audanynda ardagerler kenesi bar, olardyn resmi oryndar bekitken basshylary bar. Bizdin aytqaly otyrghanymyz - ol emes. Bizdin aytqaly otyrghanymyz - gýlzar, sayabaqtarda jazda kólenkelep, qysta kýnshuaqtap otyratyn qarapayym shaldar bar ghoy, solar jayynda. Solardyn ermek ýshin aytylatyn, keldi-kettisi joq әngimeleri haqynda.

"Auylynnyn artynda tóbe bolsa, ertteuli túrghan atpen ten" depti kóshpendiler. Erteli-kesh auyl aqsaqaldary sol tóbege shyghyp, ary-beri ótken jolaushyny da, jýrisi suyt jau­shy-habarshyny da barlap-kórip otyrady eken. Odan basqa ýlkender bir-birine almasatyn kýndelikti ahbar-janalyqtar qanshama... Býgingi qalada túratyn qarttarda onday bas qosatyn tóbe joq. Biraq boylarynda kóshpen­dilerdin bir tamshy qany bar. Ony ózderi bayqamauy da mýmkin. Alayda qoldary qalt etse, bayaghy babalary sekildi, ýyir izdegen sayaqtay bas qosatyn jerlerdi ansap túratyny anyq.

Ana bir jyldary Almatyda aqsaqaldar bas qosyp әngimelesetin skver-gýlzarlar kóp edi. Keyin jer satylatyn zan shyqqaly bos jatqan alandar jekemenshikke ótip, ýy salynyp ketti de, shaldardyn órisi taryldy. Búl kýnde qalada demalatyn oryndyqtary bar onday alandar birnesheu ghana. Abay eskertkishinin many, Shoqan eskertkishinin qasy, opera-balet teatrynyn aldy, búryn Lenin eskertkishi túrghan Áliya-Mәnshýk alany, Gagarin kóshesinin boyy... Áriyne, múnda demalatyn adamdar birkelki emes, ortalyqtan shetke qaray úzaghan sayyn múnda otyratyn shaldardyn status-mәrtebesi, týr-týsi, kiyim kiyisi birtin­dep ózgere bastaydy. Árkim óz ýyine jaqyn sayabaqqa barady ghoy. Búryn әjeptәuir qyzmet atqarghan, birshama dәrejeli, ziyaly zeynetkerdi jogharyda aytylghan ortalyqtan tabasyn. Búlardyn arasynda ishinara tayauda bayyghan balalarynyn arqasynda qatargha keyin qosylghan shaldar da bar. Osylardyn qay-qaysysyna da keregi - aqparat, el janalyqtary, ósek-ayan, alypqashty әngimeler... Keybireuler oqighany taldaugha óresi jetpey, basqalardan úghynghysy keledi.

Ersayyn búryn qyzmet istep jýr­gende kensege bara jatyp, ýyine kele jatyp, gýlzarda qauqyldasyp otyr­ghan qarttardy kórip: "qaytsin bayghústar, ishteri pysqan son, amal joq, osynda keledi eken ghoy" dep, olargha mýsirkey qaraytyn-dy. Endi, mine, "kýlgenge kýle jetedi" degendey, Ersayynnyn ózi de zeynet jasyna tolyp, shaldardyn sanatynan bir-aq shyqty. Qyzmet­siz qalghan son bir ayday ózin qoyargha jer tappay, ýy manynda sende­lip jýrdi de, aqyry Abay eskertkishi manyna jinalatyn qarttardyn tobyna qosyldy.

Áriyne, búl adamdar - ana jyldary búl syrttay kórip jýrgen qarttar emes, mýlde basqa jandar, tәuelsiz Qazaqstannyn jana shaldary... Biraq eshtene ózgermegen siyaqty. "Aldynghy tolqyn aghalar, keyingi tolqyn iniler, kezekpenen óliner, bayaghyday kóriner" dep danyshpan Abay aytqanday, búlar da búdan otyz jyl búrynghy shaldardan aynymaydy. Tek, syrttay qaraghanda әriyne. Al ishtey ýnilseniz, bayaghy qarttargha úqsamaytyn kóp ayyrmashylyqtardy tabasyz.

Alghashqy joly Ersayyn ýlkenderge sәlem berip, bir shetke kelip jayghasqan. Eshkim "sen kimsin" degen joq. Bar bolghany jana adamgha ýdireyise bir qarap qoydy. Kelesi joly týstanysqa aynalady ekensin. Endi jón súrasu bas­talady. Aty-jónin, qanday qyzmette bolghanyn, tughan oblysyn, ru-tegin týgel alaqangha týsedi. Saghan endi kýdik joq. Qarttar qauymynyn erkin mýshesi­sin. Búl arada seni eshkim tizimge almaydy, jurnalgha tirkemeydi. Kelmesen, joqtamaydy. Tek birer apta kórinbey ketsen ghana: "Bir jaqqa baryp qayttyn ba, kórinbedin ghoy" dep súrap jatady. Al múnda keletinder bir-birimen talaydan tanys siyaqty. Birin-biri Mәke, Sәke, Jýke dep atap, kezdeskende shúrqyrasyp qalady.

Bylay qaraghanda, zeynetkerdin bәri ten siyaqty ghoy. Búl syrttay qaraghanda ghana solay. Aralasa kele, jaqynnan kóz salsanyz, aralaryndaghy alshaqtyq badyrayyp kórinip túrady. Alla taghala әu basta adamzatty bir­kelki jaratpaghan ghoy. Bilim-bilik, minez-qúlyq, kisilik dengeyleri әrtýrli. Bireulerdin kórgen-bilgeni mol, soghan oray әngimeshil, múnday qartty oty­rys­tyn gýli deuge bolady. Al endi bireuler - qúlaq moldasy, olar qarttardyn qasyna әngime tyndau ýshin keletin siyaqty. Áleumettik, túrmystyq tensizdik te birden kózge úrady. Bireu - bay, bireu - kedey, ýshinshi bireu - ortasha. Búl jaghyn sen esepke almaghanynmen, qarttardyn jýris-túrysy, kiygen kiyimi, qylayaghy ústaghan tayaghyna deyin әygilep aytyp túrady. Ómirde kim batyl, kim jasyq, kim keudeli, kim býgejek, búl da qarttardyn túrmys-kýyinen habar beredi.

Búl turaly el ishinde tarap ketken mynaday anekdot bar. Bәlkim, shyn bol­ghan oqigha. Eki qart osynday sayabaqtardyn birinde úshyrasyp qalady ghoy. Ekeui de tildesetin kisi tappay, ishi pysyp, erigip kele jatsa kerek:

- Áy, shal, nege sәlem bermeysin? - deydi bireui әdeyi sóz shygharu ýshin.

- Men nege sәlem beruim kerek? Ózin nege sәlem bermeysin? - deydi ekinshisi.

- Men senen ýlkenmin ghoy...

- Ony qaydan bildin? Kórset kuәligindi!

- Kórsetsen, kórset!

Búlar sol arada kuәlikterin tekse­rip kórse, ekeui týydey qúrdas bolyp shyghypty. Endi qaytpek kerek?

- Qazir aqshanyn zamany ghoy. Kimnin pensiyasy az bolsa, sol sәlem bersin, - deydi bireui túryp.

- Meyli, solay-aq bolsyn. Ákel zeynet kuәligindi!

- Ákelsen, әkel!

Búlar zeynet kineshkasyn salystyryp kórse, ekeuinin pensiyasy da bir­dey bolyp shyghady. Búdan da nәtiyje shyqpaghan son, alghash sóz bastaghan shal:

- Áy, shal, balan qanday qyzmet is­tey­di? Sony aytshy, solardyn dәre­je­sine baghynayyq. - depti.

- Menin balam audandyq sotta tergeushi.

- Endeshe, menin balam - oblysta prokuror.

Osydan keyin balasy audanda is­teytin qart, amal joq, prokurordyn әkesine sәlem bergen eken:

- Assalaumúghalaykým, qúrmetti aqsaqal!

Búl әzil ýshin aytylghan sóz bolghanymen, osynyn astarynda biraz oy jatqany anyq. Shyntuaytqa kelgende, zeynetkerdin qoghamdaghy orny, olargha jasalatyn syi-qúrmet bir kezde ózi atqarghan qyzmetimen ghana emes, balalarynyn býgingi qyzmet-dәrejesimen ólshenetini taghy bar. Ministrdin әkesi, әkimnin әkesi, deputattyn әkesi, elshinin әkesi, millionerdin әkesi... degender el ishinde erekshe abyroy-bedelge iye. As pen toyda, tórde otyratyn - solar, dastarqangha bata berip, sóz bastaytyndar - solar.

Alayda búl dýniyede týbegeyli qatyp qalghan ne bar? Shen-shekpen, mansap qanday bayansyz bolsa, sol arqyly qonghan jasandy abyroy da kisige opa bermeydi eken. Joghary qyzmet­tegi balasy paraqor-jemqor atanyp, oryndarynan alynsa, ne isi sotqa berilse, onyn kýyigin әkesi bayghús tartady eken. Ersayyn balasynyn arqasynda syi-qúrmetke bólengen sonday bir qartty bilushi edi. Balasy isti bolyp, ústalghan kýni әlgi aqsaqal jýrek talmasyna úshyrap, ana dýniyege attanyp ketti... "Jaqsy bala әkesin tórge sýyreydi, jaman bala kórge sýyreydi" degen osy.

Syrt qaraghanda, búl qarttar zamany ótip ketken, qazir eshqanday ról oynamaytyn, basy artyq jandarday kóringenimen, olar da osy qoghamnyn mýshesi, qoghamgha tәn minez-qúlyq olargha da jat emes. "Sanany túrmys biyleydi" degen ras. Ár aluan mýddeler, kózqarastar qaqtyghysy qarttar arasynda da belgi berip qalady. Sonday-aq bireu dindar, bireu sopy, bireu әli kýnge deyin ateist degendey, ol da bilinip túrady. Sonan son, kim qay rudan, biylikke jaqyn ýstem rudan ba, әlde oppozisiyagha býyregi búryp, ýlesten qaghylyp jýrgen qadirsiz rudan ba, ol da sezilmey qalmaydy.

- E-e, Alla taghala, el-júrtqa tynyshtyq bere gór! Halyqqa qanaghat, patshagha tәupih ber. Súghanaqtyn súghynan, til-kózden saqta! Elimiz oypyl-toypyl ózgeristen aman bolghay! - dedi ýnemi tәspih tartyp, tórde otyratyn, ýstine qymbat kostyum kiygen, mol deneli, qyzyl-kýren jýzdi Mәken aqsaqal.

Búl - әriyne, óz ómirine dәn riza, tórt týligi say, molshylyqta túratyn adamnyn sózi. Al, "oypyl-toypyl ózgeristen saqta" degeni jalpaq júrtqa qaratylghan ba, әlde oblys әkiminin orynbasary bop jýrgen úlynyn bolashaghyn oylaghandyq pa, jip taghu qiyn edi.

- Aumiyn, aytqanynyz kelsin! Qashanda el-júrttyn tynyshtyghyn oylaudan tanbaysyz-au, Mәke! - dedi ýnemi sonyn qasynan qalmaytyn, bir kezde Mәkennin qolastynda istegen qatpa qara shal qolma-qol ilip әketip.

Múndayda әrkimge alma-kezek súraq qoyyp, әngimeni qyzdyryp otyratyn bir kisi bar. Ol - baspasózde úzaq jyl qyzmet istegen, qu bastan quyrdaqtyq et alatyn, shәkene boyly, shegir kóz, sary shal. Sol jymyn-jymyn etip, janaghy tәspih tartqan qartqa qadala qarap otyrdy da:

- Mәke, aytynyzshy, siz bilesiz ghoy, әriyne... Júma namazy kezinde imamgha bir taban tayau otyrasyz... Osy meni kópten mazalap jýrgen bir súraq bar, - dedi otyrghandargha jaghalay kóz tastap.

- IYә, ne súrayyn dep edin? Ayta ber, - dedi Mәken oghan birtýrli sekemdene qarap.

- Aytsam, Alla taghala Adam atamyzdy topyraqtan jaratypty. Sonan son, onyn bir qabyrghasynan Haua anamyzdy jaratyp, sol ekeuinen bәrimiz taralyppyz... Al Ibilis-shaytandy ottan jaratypty. Shaytannyn mindeti - adam balasyn azghyru, joldan taydyru... Menin týsinbey jýrgenim, adam-pendesi shaytannyn azghyruymen joldan taysa, perishteler ony kýnәgha jazyp, maqshar kýnderinde tozaqqa salyp qinaydy eken. Osynyn ózi adamgha jasalghan qysas emes pe? Ibilis-shaytandy jarat, sonan son ony adamdy az­ghyrugha júmsa, aqyrynda shaytannyn tiline ergen pendeni jauapqa tartyp jazala... Sonda, búl ózi qalay bolghany? Adam sorlygha tym obal emes pe?

- Ony men qaydan bileyin... Ol jaghyn meshitke baryp, mýftiyden súra! - dedi Mәken jauap beruden jaltaryp.

- Mәke-au, mýftiyge bizdin qolymyz jete me. Maghan sizdin jauabynyz da jetip túr, - dep qadaldy shegir kóz shal.

- Áy, osy jurnalister-ay, qadal­ghan jerlerinnen qan alasyndar-au! - dedi Mәken aqsaqal renjip. - Menin oyymsha shaytandy, sirә, adamdy synau ýshin jaratqan shyghar. Bes kýndik jaryq dýnie pendeni synau ýshin berilgen deydi ghoy... Qoryqpa, bir Allagha siynyp, taza jýrsen shaytan saghan týk te istey almaydy.

- Raqmet, Mәke. Shaytannyn shantaj jasauy beyishke baratyn joldy qiyndatu desenizshi, aynalyp kelgende, - dedi shegir kóz shal әli de kýdigi tarqamaghan keyippen. - "Albasty qabaqqa qarap basady" deydi ghoy. Shaytan da ii júmsaq, jibi bostardy aynaldyratyn shyghar.

Ana dýniyenin sharuasyn birynghay­lap tastaghan shaldar endi myna dýniye­ge auysty. Kópshiligi audandyq, oblys­tyq dengeyde qyzmet istegen adamdar. Óz tústaryndaghy әldebir basshynyn әdildigi, batyldyghy, taghy bireu­lerdin qorqaqtyghy, tayghaqtyghy sóz bolady. Olar dýniyeden ótip ketken jandar ghoy, jasqanbay, emin-erkin sóz etuge bolady. Shaldar da qu, býgingi basshylar jóninde ayaqtaryn andap basady.

Tayauda mynaday әngime boldy. Osy eldin basshysy bir jiynda "búdan keyin qolastyndaghy qyzmetkeri paraqor-jemqor bolyp shyqsa, sony jú­mys­qa alghan bastyghy qosa jauap beredi" depti... Shaldar "búl bir ta­uyp aytylghan is boldy" desip, sony biraz sóz qyldy.

- Osy "jemqor" degen pәle qaydan shyqty? Bayaghy bizdin túsymyzda múnday is joq edi ghoy, - dedi әngimege aralaspay, kóbinshe ýnsiz otyratyn púshpaq bórikti shal. Búl - kóptin kónilinde jýrgen jay bolsa kerek. Oghan әrkimder pikir qosyp, duyldasyp ketti.

- Ol zamanda adamdar taza edi ghoy...

- Stalin zamanynda jemqor qaydan shyqsyn. Qyrmannan bir shelek biday úrlaghan kisini Sibirge aydap jiberetin.

- Qalay dýr, osy "jemqor" degen sóz bizge azattyqpen birge keldi. Úrylar da bostandyqty kýtip jýripti ghoy...

- Qalay jeudi ýlkender kórsetken son, tómendegiler ayanyp qalsyn ba. Álgi "balyq basynan shiriydi" degen ras, - desip jatyr.

Osy tústa taghy sol shegir kóz sary shal suyrylyp algha shyqty.

- Jalpy, elbasynyn manayyna kilen jemqorlardy jinap alghan bastyq jauapqa tartylsyn degeni óte dúrys, - dedi ol da qostap. - Al, biraq sol bastyqtardy taghayyndaghan adam bar ghoy. Mәselen, jemqor ministr­ler, әkimder ústalyp jatyr, qogham qauipsizdigin senip tapsyrghan generaldar qashyp baryp, shetelde boy tasalap jýr... Endeshe, solargha kezinde lauazym-shen bergen kim? Óz ýkimimen qyzmetke taghayyndaghan kim? Tandap alghan kadrlarynan sonshama jemqor, satqyn shyqqan basshy nege jauapqa tartylmaydy?!

Otyrghandarda ýn joq, bir-birine qarap, baqyraydy da qaldy. Beyne, dauystary ishterine týsip ketken sekildi. Tek әlden uaqytta:

- Bauyrym-au, mynauyn - búl jerde emes, parlamentte aytylatyn sóz ghoy! - dedi shet jaqta otyrghan bireu.

- Sen ózin kimsin? Oppozisiyalyq partiyadan emessin be? Auzyna ie bolmay qaydaghyny aytyp, býyrekten siraq shygharyp otyrady ekensin! - dedi tәspih tartqan birәdar shal kәdimgidey ashulanyp.

- Kónildegi dýniyeni syrtqa shygharmay ishke býgip, rak bolatyn jayym joq, - dedi shegir kóz sary shal da berispey. - Týsinbegen nәrsendi ózderiniz siyaqty kózi ashyq ýlkenderden súrap alghannyn nesi ayyp?

- Tu-u, saghan daua joq eken! - dep birәdar shal etegin qaghyp túryp ketti.

"Qúrysyn, bir pәlege úrynbay túrghanda ýyge jetip alayyq" dedi me, basqalar da oryndarynan dýrk kóterildi...

Arada birneshe kýn jauyn-shashyn bolyp, qarttardyn basy qosylghan joq. Tek, kýn kózi shyghyp, әue rayy tý­zelgen son, qonaqtaugha kelgen qústarday, eski mekenderin qayta tap­qan. Birneshe kýn ýyde qamalyp otyrghangha ishteri pysyp qalghan ba, әngime dýkeni qayta qyzdy. Bәri de teledidar kórip, gazet oqyp, biraz ósek-ayan jinap kelgen eken, solaryn ortagha saldy.

Býgingi әngime qyrghyzdar jayynda. Bir júmanyn aldynda qyrghyzdar ózderinin tәuelsizdik túsyndaghy ekinshi preziydenti Bakiyev degendi taqtan taydyryp, quyp jibergen eken. Qazir qaladaghy ýlken janalyq osy bolyp túr. Búl qyrghyzdargha preziydent qútaymay-aq qoydy. Osydan tórt-bes jyl búryn túnghysh preziydentteri Aqaev ta halyq qaharynan qashyp, Mәskeuge baryp tyghylghan. Al myna Bakiyev birden Mәskeuge jetip barugha úyalghan bolar, Belarusi astanasy Minskini panalapty.

Búl jaghday әngime tappay jýretin bizdin shaldargha jaqsy boldy. Rahat! Óz bastyghyn emes, ózge eldin preziydenti turaly qoryqpay sóylesuge bolady.

- Degenmen, osy qyrghyzdaryn - jauynger-aq halyq, - dedi búryn әngimege kóp aralaspaytyn Jýken degen aqsaqal. - Olay deytinim, olar aynalasy on shaqty jyldyn ishinde eki preziydentti aydap tastady ghoy. Moyyndau kerek, múnday erlik bizdin qazaqtyn qolynan kelmeydi.

- Olay bolatyny, qyrghyzdyn újymy berik. Onyn ýstine, olardyn jeri shaghyn ghoy. Kóteriliske shyqqan kýni bәri bir kisidey Pishkekke jetip keledi, - dedi qyrghyzgha qonysy jaqyn púshpaq bórikti aqsaqal.

- Ol jaghy solay-aq bolsyn. Al osy preziydentterdin basyna is týsse bolghany, birden Mәskeuge qashatyny nesi? - dedi búryn sauda salasynda istegen Sәken degen aqsaqal. - Orystar da olardy jat kórmeydi, qashyp barghandardy tuysqany kelgendey qúshaq jayyp qarsy alady?

Búl bir oygha kelmegen qyzyq jay eken. Otyrghandar birazgha deyin ýnsiz qaldy.

- Oy, tәyir-ay, sony da bilmey­sinder me? - dedi taghy da shegir kóz sary shal júrtty jalt qaratyp. - Bizdin "preziydent" dep jýrgenderimiz­din bәri - kompartiyanyn búrynghy basshylary emes pe. Mәskeu - olardyn úshqan úyasy, qazaqsha aytqanda, tórkinderi... Taqta otyrghan kezderinde olar mindetti týrde Kremlige qyzmet etedi. Bastaryna kýn tughanda, Mәs­keu­ge qashyp baryp tyghylatyny sodan.

Búl joly oghan qarsy shyqqan eshkim bolmady.

- Áy, Tóke-ay, bilmeytinin joq-au! - dedi bir shal ony sýysine qostap. - Shynynda da, solay eken-au ózi. Odaqtas Respublikalar tәuelsizdik aldyq degenimen, balshabekterdin biyliginde qala beripti-au...

- Baltyq elderi men Gruziyadan bas­qasy, - dedi shegir kóz shal onyn sózine týzetu engizip.

Búryn kóp mәn bermegen keybir jaylargha kózderi endi jetkendey, qarttar bir sәt bastaryn iyzep, otyryp qaldy.

- Áytkenmen, osy qyrghyzdardyn eti tiri, keudesi joghary, - dedi púshpaq bórikti shal sóne bastaghan әngimenin otyn qayta kósep. - Men jaqynda Talas jaqtaghy bir aghayynnyn toyyna baryp qayttym. Bizdin bir tuysymyz qyrghyzdan kelin týsiripti. Qyrghyz qúdalardy kýtip, qauqyldasyp otyrmyz. Keyde әldenege talasyp qalamyz... Bir qúdamyz tym órkókirek, qyljaq­bas­tau kisi eken. Bir kezde sol otyryp:

- Eger dúrystap ólshese, qyrghyzdyn jeri kólem jaghynan qazaq dalasynan bir de kem emes! - degen pikir aytty. Bizdin jaqta da nebir qyzba jigitter otyrghan.

- Qúda, ózge erkeleginizdi kóte­reyik, biraq mynauynyz tym artyqtau! - dedi solardyn biri.

- Týk te artyq emes! - deydi әlgi qúda mizbaqpay. - Eger qyrghyzdyn tau­laryn ýtiktep jiberse, kólemi qazaq dalasynan kem týspeydi...

Sóz tapqangha qolqa joq. Toyda otyrghandar әlginin sózine mәz bolyp, kýlisip aldyq, - dep púshpaq bórikti shal әngimesin ayaqtaghan.

- Qalay deseniz de, osy qyrghyzdarda ejelden kele jatqan bir qyzghanysh bar, - dedi shegir kóz, sary shal taghy bir әngimenin shetin shygharyp. - Qaytsin bayqústar, qazaq jerindey asty-ýsti birdey kenish dalasy bolmaghangha, Áz Tәukedey, Abylayday danyshpan handary bolmaghangha ishteri órtenetin shyghar...

- Osy bizdin Kenesary hangha da qastyq jasaghan solar emes pe? - dedi Sәken aqsaqal sóz qosyp.

- Dúrys aytasyz. Qyrghyzdyn Jantay jәne Orman degen manaptary han Keneni qapyda qolgha týsirip, hannyn basyn orystargha ýsh myn kýmiske satqan! - dedi shegir kóz, sary shal. - Bizdin qazaq ken ghoy, kek saqtamay bәrin tez úmytyp ketemiz. Sol qylyghy ýshin qyrghyzdar bizden әli kýnge deyin keshirim súraghan joq...

Shaldardyn әngimesi emin-erkin. Bir mәseleni sheshu, nemese bir taqyrypty sonyna deyin indetu shart emes. Birdi aytyp, birge op-onay kóshe salady. Keyde gazetke basylghan әldebir maqala әngime ózegine aynalyp ketedi. Mine, býgin de solay boldy. Basqalardan sәl keshirek kelgen shegir kóz shal qolyna ústaghan әldebir gazetti kóptin aldyna jaynamazday jayyp saldy.

- Búl dýnie ne bolyp barady, jarandar? - dedi kelgen bette dabyl qaghyp. - Búryn atyn ghana estiytin lankes degen pәleden aman edik. Mine, ol da jetipti elimizge...

- Ne deydi?

- Taghy ne bop qaldy? - desti otyrghandar ýrpiyisip.

- Aqtóbede atys bolyp, eki poliysey men tórt lankes oqqa úshypty. Terrorister jasyrynghan ýyden biraz qaru-jaraq tabylypty...

- Osy habardy men mana radiodan estip, týsine almay qoyyp em. Ol ózi qaydan kelgen lankester eken? - dedi kishkentay tranzitoryn qolynan tastamaytyn púshpaq bórikti shal.

- "Terrorist" dep jýrgenderi - bas­taryna aq kepesh kiygen sol auyldyn balalary kórinedi. Ózderin "uahabiys­piz" deydi eken...

- "Uahabiys" degeni ne pәle taghy da?

- Uahabis - arab elderinde islamnyn bir bútaghy kórinedi. Songhy jyldary biz, demokrat bolghannyn jóni osy dep, shet júrttyq missionerlerge esikti ayqara ashyp qoydyq emes pe. Endi sonyn sazayyn tartyp otyrmyz, - dedi gazetti elden búryn tolyq oqyghan shegir kóz shal.

- Ol ýshin ókimetti kinalaugha bolmaydy! - dedi tәspih tartyp, tórde otyrghan Mәken aqsaqal shegir kóz shaldy únatpay. - Kýni keshe ózderinin kommunist, ateist bolghanyna qaramay, bizdin basshylar dinge ken jol ashyp qoydy emes pe.

- Apyr-ay deseyshi, - dep sonyn qasynan qalmaytyn qatpa qara shal birden ilip әketti. - Astanada dinshil­derge arnap túrghyzghan piramidany aytsayshy! Sony salugha qansha miyl­­lion ketti deydi, qúday-au...

- Ár ýsh jyl sayyn dýniyejýzi dinbasylaryn jinap, qúryltay ótkizip jýrgenin qayda qoyasyz? - dedi olardy taghy bir shal qostap.

- Sony aytpaysyn ba! - dedi tәspih tasyn sanap otyrghan Mәken aqsaqal shegir kóz shalgha alaya qarap qoyyp. - Álem dinderinin basyn qosu - irimiz dep jýrgen alpauyt memle­ketterdin bireuinin oyyna keldi me? Taghy da bizdin basshylar - әlem elderine ýlgi kórsetip jýrgen...

Qarsylastary bastyrmalatyp ketkenge, shegir kóz shaldyn jýni jyghylyp qalghan siyaqty edi. Biraq ol taghy bir pәleni oylap otyrghan sekildi. Kópshi­likke qarap, jymiya kýlip aldy da:

- Mine-mine, menin kýdiktenetin jerim de dәl osy ara! - dedi taspih tasyn sanaghan Mәken aqsaqalgha kóz qiyghyn salyp. - Dýniyejýzinde bir kezde din taratqan, payghambarlar, әuliye-әmbiyeler túrghan ortalyqtar bar ghoy. Mәselen, Sauyt Arabiyasy, Riym-Vatikan, Erusaliym, Qytay, Ýndistan siyaqty... Sol elder din­derdin basyn qosam, din turaly әngime qozghaymyn dese qúp jarasar edi. Al bizdegi kýni keshe "din - apiyn" dep jar salghan balshabekter "kalimagha" tilderi kelmey jatyp, dindi nasihattaugha qalay qúlshyna kirisip ketti? Osynyn ózi ataq shygharudyn, ózderin jarnamalaudyn amaly emes pe?!

- Jarnamalasyn. Onda túrghan ne bar? - dedi qatpa qara shal birden qarsy shauyp. - Qazir jarnamanyn zamany. "Asyn barda el tany berip jýrip" degen qayda? Jer jýzinin pop­tary men lamalary bizdin jana astanamyzdy kórip, tanghaluynyn ózi nege túrady?! Din basylardyn beti beri qarasa, basqalary qayda barady?

- Anda-sanda óstip bir tauyp aytatynyn bar-au! - dep Mәken aqsaqal atqosshysyn qostap qoydy. - Ótken qúryltayda Astanagha kelgen bir taqyr bas lama: "Biz múnday syi-siyapatty óz elimizde de kórip jýrgenimiz joq. Dinge qamqor bolyp otyrghan dәl Qazaqstanday basqa bir memleketti kórgen emespiz. Sizderdin basshylarynyz Nobeli syilyghyn alugha layyq!" dedi-au kózine jas alyp.

- Mineki, mәselenin týp qazyghyna endi jettik! - dedi shegir kóz shal mәz bolyp. - Dinbasylardyn basyn qosu bizge ne ýshin qajet bolghanyn endi týsingen shygharsyzdar. Ózimizdi solardyn auzymen maqtatu, sol arqyly kókeyimizdi tesken syilyqqa qol sozu...

Mynany estigende, Mәken aqsaqaldyn ashulanghany sonsha, qolyndaghy tәspighyn asyghys jinap, qaltasyna tygha saldy:

- Osy sen-aq tyrnaq astynan kir izdep otyrady ekensin! - dedi shegir kóz shalgha shaqshiya qarap. - Átten, bizde demokratiya... Sóz bostandyghy bar. Áytpese, zan oryndaryna aytyp, qamatyp tastaytyn-aq qudyn ózisin ghoy...

Keyde otyrystyn ayaghy osylay talas-tartysqa úlasyp ketetini bar. Ne isteysin, Mәken aqsaqal aytqanday, demokratiya... Sóz bostandyghy. Qayda barsan da aldynnan shyghatyn - sayasattanghan dýniye... Kóp mәseleler jayynda parlamenttegiler júmghan auyzdaryn ashpaghan son, qoly bos shaldar ony, amal joq, osynday otyrystarda sóz qylady. Kýsh-qayraty tilinde qalghan jandar ghoy, oydaghysyn aytsyn olar da... Ishtegi ashy zapyrandy tyqqyshtap jinay bermey, uaq-uaq osylay syrtqa shygharghan paydaly. Qarttardan ózara sher tarqatysatyn qysyr kenesti ayaymyz ba?! Dýniyenin kilti ózderinde túrghanday sezinip, olar da ortamyzda jýre bersin.

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