Qazirgi tanda bizge degen pighyly óte dýdamaly, jat júrttardan aghylyp jatqan aqparattyq shabuyldyng aldynda tym әlsiz ekendigimizdi joqqa shyghara almaspyz.

Bir jaghynan jerimizding biraz shúrayly tústaryn qamtyp qaludy ansaghandar tabylyp jatsa, ekinshi jaghynan ana tilimizge ashyqtan-ashyq shabuyl jasaytyndar da ashyq boy kórsetip jýr. Endi bir myqtylary «adam qúqyghy» degen japlpylama úghymdy algha tarta otyryp, halqymyzdyn, tipti tabighatyna jat, adam balasyn azdyratyn, maqsaty asa kýmәndi dýniyelerdi tyqpalap jatyr. Bizde әsirese osynday aghymdardyng ishindegi erekshe belsendilik tanytyp jýrgen, ózderin LGBT dep ataytyn ylghy bir erkekshora men qyztekelerden qúrylghan toptar desek, qatelese qoymaspyz. Búlar ózara toptasqanymen qoymay, Qúday jaratqan adamnyng tabighatyna mýldem qayshy keletin erkekting erkekke, әielding әielge yntyzar boluyna shaqyratyn, halqymyzdyng ghasyrlar boyy qalyptasqan dýniyetanymy men salt-dәstýrlerine qayshy әreketterdi nasihattap, olargha qarsy ashyqtan-ashyq shabuylgha kóshude.

Búl maqsattaryn jәne jasyrmaydy da. Ótkende búlar aldymen Shymkentke, sosyn Aqtóbege baryp, ózderine degen niyettester men jaqtastaryn kóbeytuge talpynyp baqqany bar. Geyler men lezbiyanka deytinder nasihat qúralyna óte sheber. Arnayy jalau jasap, ony qúbylmaly, jadyranqy týske bólep, adam kóp jinalatyn ghimarattargha ilip qoigha deyin barady. Al sol qúbylmaly týs (orysshasy «radujnyi» dep atalady, maghynasy óte ken) olardyng salghan suretterining simvoly ispettes, sonysymen erekshelinedi.

«Quyrdaqtyng kókesin týie soyghanda kóresin» degendey jaqynda búlar elimizde taghy bir dau shyghardy. Atalmysh qoghamnyng belsendileri halqymyzdyng betke ústar túlghalarynyng potretterin jasap, ózderining búzyq niyetterine paydalanghan. Múny osyny eshbir qysylmastan әleumettik jelilerge salyp qoyyp, ózderinshe ýlken bir is tyndyrghanday sandaryn shapalaqtap jatyr.

Jogharyda әleumettik jelige tarap ketken suretti kórdinizder. Múnda Pushkinmen aiqara qúshaqtasyp sýiisip jatqan Abayymyz da bar. Onyng qataryna qúbylmaly týske bólenip, olardy nasihattap otyrghan Shoqandy da tabasyz. Bir qyzyghy, múny әbestik sanap otyrghan olar joq. Qayta maqtanysh kóretin sekildi. Mәselen, osy suretti jasaghan, atalmysh qozghalystyng liyderi Ámir Shaykejanov búl istegen isinen esh oghashtyq kórip túrghan joq.

Minekey,  bizde әbden erkinsip ketken, olargha «Áy deytin әje, qoy deytin qoja» joq jerde osylaysha asyldarymyzdy ayaq asty etip, eshkimge boy bermeuge ainaldy. Bizding biylikte osynday el ishindegi essizderge toqtau salatyn adam bar ma? Álde «Ash qúlaqtan, tynysh qúlaq» dep jauyrdy jaba toqyp jýre beremiz be?

Jaybergen Bolatov

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